Behold it is I, procrastination. I keep telling Corinne that there will be time to complete the school work she is assigned, and I know that eventually time will run out. She has accomplished nothing this week. She had surgery this week, a lung biopsy. It was very painful she had a tube sticking out of her side for a day and could hardly breathe. She's had today to recover from it and still managed to get nothing done. In her mind the excuse is that the doctors had to give her benadryl so she wouldn't react to a certain medication they're giving her, but I know that it's just me. I am causing her not to do her work. She doesn't want to do it and I don't blame her, but she needs to suck it up and do it. She hasn't even began transplant yet, they still need to figure out what is in her lungs. It's really hard for her to be here but her excuses won't get the work done for her. I know she just wants to go to school everyday where everyone is doing the work all together and there is nothing else to do aside from the work. It would be much easier that way if she could go but they won't let her leave. She will be here for quite some time now and she doesn't really say how that makes her feel. I would imagine it makes her sad. It would make me sad. She puts everything off and requests more pain meds to push her back to sleep and dilute her pain but the pain cannot be stopped, and not just the physical. I wish there was something I could do for her but I can't, she needs to push through and do this on her own.
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